I have always wondered, is love worth putting life on the line? Tonight marked the end of the best of 2 years of mine. I'm so glad that once I had you to be mine. Maybe we are really not meant to each other? In every fight, I thank to you for saying something hurt and bad to me, which makes me stronger. And I'm sorry for what I have said which was bad. No matter how sarcasm the fight was, we were be fine after all. Coaxed you and you ignored me. That was how the story goes. But thank god, whenever I was sad, you were always there. "Don't cry." "I'm always here." you always lighten up my life when I was down. When I disappeared, he was worried like mad. And finally I appeared and he will scold me then war started again. How many times I laughed, I smiled, I cried, I worried, I scared, I mad, I jealous, just because of you? Millions of times you said goodbye to me and yes I did too. Problems were made by me. I just needed attentions, as once I was scared to lose you. I was selfish, I know. But isn't it funny when you are sad because of someone else but he is doing fine without you? I was just needed your attention...And you have left me, like millions of times too. I thought I could move on but never success. Until the day, you have found another one. I have to wake myself up from this dream, an unfinished dream. "Baby, please don't leave me and come back to me?" it won't work anymore. You may see this or not. You may be laughing somewhere and say, "is this girl mad? i never like her also hahaha. how cute she is." I wouldn't mind how do you think about me. No matter was it misunderstood or truth, I just wanna tell you, once upon a time there's a girl who really loves you so much and now she is moving on and waiting for her true love comes to her. Everything has gone to memory. Au revoir.
i can give you my heart since it has already broken into billions of pieces. (:
